Here are the 3 things that are bothering me the most right now...
- Lack of friends. I don't have any friends irl. None. I am the 'nice guy'. That's it.
- The fact that I think I am off of the school magazine. Nobody will assign me work. Now they are taking the software off of my computer. Bullshit.
- What I said on the KS chat. I can't believe how STUPID I was. Why the hell would I say such things?! I don't think I can resurface there.
I understand mental tiredness too well. I'm almost always in that state as well. I'd just... find something that makes you happy without any effort. Baseball is like that for me.
ReplyDeleteI regretably can't help you on how to get friends. I missed that particular lesson at school, so I'm in the same boat. As for your school magazine...I'm terribly sorry, my love. And with KS... I hope you came to a better place with that last night, as I think you did.
You'll get through it, though, I know you will. The fact that you feel this makes me know you want it better, and I think you have the will to go for it.
Just remember, as shitty as it is right now...it will pass. Life is not a mountain to be climbed. It's a river to be rowed upstream, full of ebs and flows and changes of scenery. So just keep moving.
I hope I'm helping and not sounding like a greeting card again. ^__^;
Vapor said it all. But, yeah, there are shitty moments, and then there are good moments. Life goes through them all.
ReplyDeleteI was bullied as a kid, so I know how that feels. People grow up though, and you'll find those who are mature enough eventually. Elementary school and high school will come and go, and from then on, you can choose who you wish to associate with.
I don't recall you doing anything stupid on KS. I do my fair share as well. Like yesterday, I was grilling poor Donth over his "oh women" remark. ^^;;;