WOO

Moods. Who needs them XD

Closed~

So in light of recent events, I'm closing my heart. No one will be able to get in...

In unrelated news, Roy Halladay suffered his first loss as a Phillie :'(

Oh well

Break Time

I've decided to take a break from the internet, and possibly videogaming. That's what I'm going with for now.

With all of this drama I've set upon myself, I need to fix it. Not much is going my way :/

Oh well. Having a broken heart doesn't help much either.

Red vs Red, and Blue vs Blue

Red vs Blue, which is a Machinma (sp?) is awesome. lol.

Its based off of Halo (1,2,3) but its hilarious. I've heard that its like South Park, but I just find it hilarious.

I find myself laughing at jokes that these guys have made over the years. Sooo funny.

Google Red vs. Blue. you wont regret it ;)

Current Events

I'm officially 18~ as of 4:59 pm today :)

I can go to jail now, yay~ xD
Turns out I'm back on my magazine o_o I don't understand. but okay lol.

Got over 150$ for my birthday. Along with a Roy Halladay Jersey! Thank. You. DAD!

Speaking of Roy Halladay, he pitched another complete game for the Phils yesterday, in a 2-0 Victory. He is 4-0 this year with an ERA of 0.82. (For you out there that don't know what ERA means, its Earned Runs Average, so the lower the better.) Anything below 1 means that that pitcher doesn't allow many runs to cross the plate.

I picked up Final Fantasy XIII for a bit today.. I am developing some Final Fantasy Boredom Syndrome (copyright Feenie)
Hopefully it won't last long ;)
I'm also developing Underlevelled Pokemon Syndrome. (Copyright Tony) My team is underlevelled, and I'm beginning to care less and less lol.

And here is a tidbit from one of my favorite Late-Night guys:

Late-nighter of the week

From Stephen Colbert, on the Goldman Sachs scandal:
"What's the problem? There's nothing illegal about selling customers a product designed to fail. The Chicago Cubs do it every year. Are they going to jail?"

Emotionally Tired.

I'm tired. Just... tired. Tired of all of the shit going on. Tired of fighting.
Here are the 3 things that are bothering me the most right now...

1. Lack of friends. I don't have any friends irl. None. I am the 'nice guy'. That's it. 
2. The fact that I think I am off of the school magazine. Nobody will assign me work. Now they are taking the software off of my computer. Bullshit.
3. What I said on the KS chat. I can't believe how STUPID I was. Why the hell would I say such things?! I don't think I can resurface there. 

There. That's it in a nutshell. Goddamn I need a vacation from myself. So bad.

Wha?

Why do I have such horrid mood swings? I hope they go away...

I've always wanted to have a family... be a father. But better then my own father.

I need to be stable first...

Phoenix

"There it is!" He exclaimed to his sister. "Wow! Its so beautiful!" she said. The Phoenix. The very symbol of rebirth.
The bird had given these siblings new lives. They had been killed in a dreadful accident. Too painful for words.

Their mother and father prayed every night after their children died. They prayed for The Phoenix to give them back the jewels in their life; Their children. The mother and father held each other, telling each other that their children would be returned to them. They meant the world to them. Days passed... Weeks moved... but the parents did not sway from their resolve.

Exactly one month had passed. They still didn't give in. They knew that their children would be reborn. They knew it. They had faith in it. Then, right before their evening prayer, they heard laughter. They knew whose laughter that was too. Every parent knows their children's laughter.
They ran outside, only to see two glowing orbs of light in the distance, and the Phoenix in the distance, all seeming to run towards these two adults. What felt like hours, took minutes. The children ran and ran, until they were in the embrace of their mother and father again. They didn't have any words to describe how thankful they were, but the bird wouldn't have heard them anyway. He had already left; to go to its nest and slowly die... into a new Phoenix.

The family eventually moved on and grew up, but never forgot how a bird, a fairytale to some, or even a myth; had saved them.

The brother and sister never questioned how they came back into this world, because they knew. They knew that they had been saved. Every afternoon, around dusk, you can find this family eating their dinner out on their lawn overlooking the valley. Ever so often, they'd see the Phoenix.
The myth, the fairytale, the bird.

Dedicated to Shannon. I love you.

Hope! (No. NO not the FF XIII character)

Hope is what I need, and is what I have.

I will finish out the school year. I will. :3

THE SCHOOL WILL BOW TO ME um. lol j/k

Still chugging through FF XIII though. Going well! :D

I love you. We will face this trial together. :3

Two Steps forward and Three Steps back

That's what it feels like anymore. I didn't go to school today. I have good days, then I have a complete 360 and have a bad day.

Why? Everyday is so different... So different.

I just want some consistency... Y'know?

More Then a Feeling~

I'm feeling so good. I'm like. High on life. :P

Yes Yes. I am blogging from school. Nobody needs to know. >.> <.<

I wish you the best of luck Feenie. Mah love (:

I've decided to drop Mass Effect 2 until I beat all of my Final Fantasies. (Or until I get bored lol)

That would be III, V, VI, VII, VIII, IX, XIII.....

FML xD
-Tony

(I'm thinkin' about putting an actual picture up here of me! *gasp*)

Friday April 9th

So far so good. Had my half day of school, and it went great.

I am a little worried about my lil' sister, but I think she'll be fine.

I'm also worried about a good friend of mine, but I'm sure she's safe. 

So. Yep.

Back to school...
Didn't go today. Funny isn't it? 3 months off and I'm still taking off lol.

Life is falling into place. That's the good news :)