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I have had my closure. So... why does it keep on bothering me?
I guess I miss.... just miss the fun. All the fun we had. Through all of our problems, we were friends. I guess the bond of friendship was meant to be broken though. By none other then yours truly. When I finally got replies to my private messages, I had been cut out of this person's life. A 'void' was where I used to be in her heart. How do you do such a thing? I wish I was that strong. All I do anymore is look at her isolation and wonder what happened. It is not my place to ask though; I am no longer apart of this person's life. I guess the thing that bothers me the most is the fact that she ... she's officially gone.

Although, being gone and moving on are two completely different things. IF she is moving on and moving up in the world, then I am content. But just leaving scares me. Obviously I'm no longer in the know, but she just cut off all communication. Which leaves me to wonder...
and to worry.